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Epilogue
Tiffany's View
It's been a week since Brian's death. After the funeral which was two days ago my mom took Michelle back to Colorado so I could be alone for a while. At the funeral I finally met Jackie and Harold. What a place to meet them huh? They were really nice and caring. Jackie told me to call her if I needed anything. She's so sweet.
Anyway, I'm so depressed. I haven't been out of bed for days and all I do is cry. I can't even sleep. When I do fall asleep I have nightmares about Brian dying and I just wake up and cry again. When I do get out of bed all I do is look at pictures of us and home videos. I hate my life! I want him back so bad! I miss him so much!
My phone rings non stop but I never answer it. I just can't. I'm so sad. I really don't know what I'm going to do without Brian by my side. I have the engagement ring on my ring finger. I look at it all the time. I always imagine what are wedding would have looked liked and what would have happened. I really wish that I could turn back time and change everything but I can't. I have to live with what happened but I just can't. You have no idea how hard it is. I have to be strong but right now I just need to be by myself and just pour out all my feelings. Someday I'll face the world again but at this time it's just not happening. I'll live through this. I'm strong. Brian would want me too. Michelle and I are going to move on but we will never ever forget him. Brian will always be in our hearts. Especially my heart.
THE END
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