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Chapter 34
2 Weeks Later
Brian's View
Right now it's 9:30 at night and we're in LA. We have
a hotel right by the beach and right now everyone was just hanging around.
I'm so bored! I might as well go the beach. There's nothing else to do
here.
I got up from the bed and walked to the door. I got
to the lobby and looked around. Outside security was trying to keep the fans
calm as usual. I walked past the lobby and to the door that led to the beach.
When I got to the beach I saw Melissa sitting by the water. I walked up to
her and sat down in the sand.
"Hey, What's up?" I asked.
She looked over at me and smiled, "Hey, I'm just looking
at the ocean. What are you doing out here?"
"I'm bored out of my mind."
"I hear ya," she said looking back at the ocean. I
looked at her and sighed, She's so beautiful. This is so confusing right
now. I don't know if I love her or not.
"Melissa?"
"Hmm?"
"Do you like me?"
"Of course I do!"
"No, I mean like more than a friend."
"Well, yeah, I've always liked you," she said looking
at me. The wind was blowing her hair all around.
"So would you mind if I..."
"You what?"
"Ah...forget it."
"No tell me, what?"
"Would you mind if I kissed you?"
"What about Tiffany?"
"She doesn't need to find out. I really like you Melissa
and I need to kiss you to see if my feelings are real."
"Well, then I'm not going to object," she smiled.
I slightly smiled and leaned forward. I raised my hand up to her cheek and
touched my lips to hers. I deepened it a little but nothing felt any different.
There was nothing. I felt nothing at all. I stopped and pulled away from
her.
"I...I..."
"Did you feel anything?" she asked. I looked at her
and shook my head.
"You didn't?" she asked with a hurt expression.
"No, I didn't feel anything."
"Then how could I have felt something?"
"You felt something just then?"
"Yes, I was hoping you would say I love you after
that but I guess that's not going to happen."
"I'm sorry Melissa but I don't love you. That kiss
told me that I could never love another woman as much as I love Tiffany,"
I said. She looked at me sadly and then got up and ran away.
What did I do? It was just a kiss. No big deal. I
didn't feel anything, honest. Maybe she's just mistaken. I really need to
talk to Tiffany right now. I feel horrible for what I just did. She won't
find out anyway. I have nothing to worry about, right?
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