Chapter 51
Tiffany's View
I watched as Brian walked away from me. He gave me such a disgusted look. I'm crying uncontrollably. I never expected him to act like that. I thought he would take me in his arms and kiss me when I told him I still loved him. I thought he wanted to get back together with me but I was totally wrong. He wants nothing to do with me.
I wiped the tears from my cheeks but they just kept on falling. I started to run and pushed past Brian. I ran up to porch steps and ran past the pool. I ran in the house and ran up the stairs as fast as I could. I just wanted to get away from everything...everybody.
I swung my bedroom door open and slammed it behind me. I pressed my back to the door and breathed heavily while tears fell freely down my face. I slid down the door and pulled my knees up to my chest and just sobbed.
"How could this happen to me?" I whispered to myself.
Brian's View
I was kinda surprised when Tiffany pushed past me.
She was really upset. I wanted to run after her and just pull her into my
arms and hold her but I'm not going to do that anymore. I gotta move on...she's
my past and I need to think about the future.
I walked into the house and closed the door. I looked
around and found it quiet. I guess the kids are still asleep. I sighed at
walked to the staircase. As I climbed them the sound of someone crying became
louder. I walked to mine and Tiffany's bedroom (well our EX bedroom) and
stood there listening. I frowned at the thought of her curled up and crying.
Did I make a mistake? NO! Of course not! This is better for me to not be
with her...the woman I love more than anything.
"I love you Brian," I heard Tiffany whisper. I was
taken aback at what she just said. Does she know I'm here listening to her?
No...she can't possibly know I'm out here. I haven't made a noise. She sounded
so serious when she said it. Maybe I should just forgive...NO BRIAN YOU DUMBASS!
Just go downstairs and watch some sports and forget all about Tiffany. Yes
that's it. I was about to walk back down the hall when I heard Christian
start to cry. I stopped at the top of the stairs and started to walk towards
his room. Right when I got to Tiffany's room I ran right into her.
"Oh...I'm sorry," I said standing back.
"Are you going to get him?" she asked quietly. Her
eyes were red a puffy and her cheeks were wet from tears.
"You can get him if you want."
"No, you can get him," she said and then turned around
and closed the door. I sighed and walked into Christian's room. He was in
his crib on his hands and knees looking around the room making little
noises.
"Hey buddy," I smiled picking him up and kissing his
cheek. He just grabbed onto my hair and started to pull it.
"Hey there! Let go of daddy's hair," I laughed. I
just heard Christian giggle. I bent down and put him on the floor. I started
to tickle his stomach making funny faces. He just giggled the entire time.
I smiled and lifted his shirt. I then began to blow on his tummy. He was
giggling uncontrollably.
"You're so cute!" I said ruffling his hair. He just
smiled at me.
"Wanna go downstairs?" I asked. Of course I didn't
get an answer. I picked him up and walked out of his room. I walked down
the stairs and when I was headed to the living room the doorbell rang. I
stopped walking and looked at the door kinda surprised. We weren't expecting
anyone over and I know if can't be a fan unless they climbed over the fence.
I walked over to the door and opened it to find Melissa.
"Melissa!" I said in shock.
"Hi Brian, can I come in?" she asked.
"Um...yeah...sure I guess," I said moving out of the
way. She walked past me and into the house.
"WOW! I love your house!" she exclaimed.
"Uh...thanks," I said. She turned to me and then saw
Christian. She grinned and then said, "Oh how cute! Is this your son
Bri?"
"Yeah he is," I said as she took Christian out of
my hands.
"He looks exactly like you! He is sooooo adorable!"
she gushed.
"Thanks but he has a lot of Tiffany's features too,"
I said.
"Yeah where is she anyway?" she asked looking
around.
"Up stairs...so Michelle...why did you come here?"
I asked.
"Oh um we need to talk."
"OK talk."
"I want to apologize," she said.
"Apologize? Apologize for what?" I asked
confused.
"You mean you haven't heard?"
"Heard what?"
"So you haven't, no wonder why you're not biting my
head off."
"What are you talking about?"
"Come here," she said taking my hand and leading me
into the living room. She turned on the TV and gave Christian back to me.
She flipped through the channels and then stopped on MTV.
"Hello and welcome to MTV's 1515. A lot of you have
heard many different stories over the past few months on the Backstreet Boys.
Well, tonight all those questions and rumors will be answered. So stay tuned,"
John Norris, a MTV newsperson, said.
I turned to Melissa and said, "I've seen enough of
these specials about us. Nothing is going to be different. The rumors are
just going to be cleared up..."
"SHHHH! It's back on," she said pointing to the TV.
"Welcome back and let's get to our first story. All
of you have seen the cover of People's Magazine, I'm sure of it. It's been
the biggest talk since Madonna's announcement of her pregnancy..." John said
holding up the magazine of Melissa and me kissing.
"Brian Littrell did indeed cheat on his long time
girlfriend Tiffany Brown and the last time we talked to Brian he said that
him and Tiffany are still going strong even though they did have some arguments.
Well...that's great news for some people but what about this girl...Melissa
Williams? What happened to her? Well, we got caught up with her just a few
weeks ago."
Goes to an Interview John Norris had with Melissa
"Hello Melissa...how are you?"
"I'm great! The fans aren't treating me too well
though."
"That's understandable."
"Yeah I guess so."
"I hear you have a very important announcement
to tell to the fans and to Tiffany and of course Brian."
"Yes I do...Brian and I did have an affair and
well from the affair we kinda got out of hand and I found out that...well
I'm pregnant."
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