Chapter 30

~ the next morning

At 8:30am we left the guys' house for the airport. My plane was leaving at 10:00am. As we got out of the car (we had all come in one) at the airport I felt the waves of sadness wash over me. Without being seen I left a package on the backseat of the car.

In the airport we had breakfast and then we went to the gate. As the first people were called, I began saying my good-byes. I started with Kevin. He bent down to hug me and I whispered, "Take care of them for me."

Kev nodded. "I will. Take care of yourself, kid."

He smiled sadly.

Next I moved to Howie. "Love ya, munchkin," he whispered as we embraced. "Take care."

"I'll miss you!" I whispered back.

Nick was next. He picked me up and swung me around.

"Will you miss me?" he questioned.

"Of course!" I answered, hugging him.

"Can we make another date for cookies and milk?"

"Anytime," I said smiling.

Now it was AJ's turn. We just embraced and said nothing. It was enough. I looked into his eyes and saw that same expression I had seen a few days ago. I looked away before he could read my eyes, though. I wasn't ready for him to know yet.

We broke apart and I moved towards Brian. We also embraced, saying nothing aloud. He knew how I felt and I knew how he felt. We had a lasting bond that nothing would break.

As they called the next group of passengers onto the plane, I broke my embrace with Brian and hugged Stacie. "I'll miss you Little Big Sister!" she said getting misty eyed.

Last I embraced Deb and once again things were silent as we read each other's thoughts. The last boarding call interrupted. I stood back and looked at the whole group.

"Well, this is it," I said. "Keep me posted on the tour. I'll miss you all!" I turned and walked down the boarding ramp.

Once in my seat I looked out the window to see them all waving at me from the airport. I smiled as I realized they were my second family. We had all become so close over the course of the last month that we might as well have been family. I waved back and continued waving until I could no longer see the airport below me.

As I stared at the clouds out the window, the river of sadness in my heart overflowed. Two tears silently and slowly slid down my cheeks.

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