Chapter 18

AJ's house 9:00pm

Nick's point of view-

There is nothing on TV tonight and Christy isn't due home for another hour or so. AJ said something about a book on Christy's bed that she wanted me to read, I'll go check that out.

Sure enough there was a book on her bed. I went and picked it up to the page that was marked.

Dear Journal,

I am so confused. From the start I thought that my relationship with Nick was like a brother-sister thing. I mean we act like brother and sister right? That's what I thought until tonight when I put on one of his shirts that smelled like him, I got dizzy and realized that I really love him, I am IN love with him.

Gosh, why did my life have to get like this? Nick would never think of me as anything more than a sister, now I have to go through the torture of seeing him and having feelings that I know he won't ever return! I just love him, plain and simple, I love him.

~Christy

Oh gosh! I don't think she meant this book! Wait, I'm worried about reading the wrong book when Christy is in LOVE with me? Gosh, this really messes things up. I set the book on her nightstand and went back downstairs, I don't want her to think I was snooping.

9:30pm AJ's doorstep

my point of view-

"Goodnight Jason" I said, we agreed that a kiss on the first date wasn't something we should do, whew, that's a load off of me!!

"Night Christy! Christy?" Jason questioned.

"Yeah?"

"Can we go out again?" He asked a hint of hopefulness in his voice.

"Yeah, I'd love to Jason." I said with a smile. Hey, Nick and I won't ever get together, I know that. I have to move on, and that is exactly what I intend to do.

"Great, I'll call you sometime then." Jason said and then left. I unlocked the door then took my key on my 'princess' key chain out of the door.

"Nick??" I called out.

"In here, what do ya need?" Nick called from the living room

"Nothing, I'm beat, I'm gonna go to bed!" I called back.

"Okay!" He hollered

With that I climbed up the stairs and went strait for my bed.

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