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Chapter 18
Brian's View
I opened my eyes and blinked from the morning sun.
I looked down figuring Tiffany would be asleep on my chest but she wasn't
there. I frowned and rolled out of bed. I took a shower and put on some khaki
shorts and a white wife beater with a blue shirt over it. I put on my tennis
shoes and walked downstairs. Michelle was watching cartoons on TV and giggling
as they hit each other with hammers. I walked over to her a picked her
up.
"Morning my little angel," I said kissing her
cheek.
"Hi daddy!" she smiled. I smiled and put her back
down on the floor. I then went over to the kitchen to see if Tiffany was
there. I walked into the room and found it empty. I then looked outside and
found Tiffany sitting on a chair looking out at the ocean. Her legs were
pulled up to her chest and her chin was resting on her knees. She was wearing
blue Jean shorts and a white T-shirt. Her hair was half up and I could see
her lips shine in the sun so I knew she was wearing lip gloss. She looks
so beautiful. I'm a dumbass for making her upset. Maybe I should go and try
to talk to her.
I opened the glass doors and slowly walked over to
her.
"Good morning princess," I said softly. She just blinked
and kept staring at the ocean. I sighed and looked at the waves roll toward
the shore.
"It's beautiful," I said. I looked at her and said,
"But not as beautiful as you."
She looked at me and rolled her eyes.
"It's true!" I said. She just shook her head lightly.
I walked in front of her and bent down so I was face to face with her.
"Tiffany I'm sorry. Please just talk to me," I said
She just turned her head. I raised my hands and held her head in my hands
forcing her to look at me.
"Please talk to me," I pleaded. She bit her lip and
looked down. I took my hands away and looked at her sadly. I stood up and
walked back to the house. I looked back at her and sighed. I walked in the
house and closed the door. I stood there trying not to cry. She's making
me so depressed. I wish she would just talk to me. She's really pissed off.
I totally regret telling Nick that Darlene was pregnant but there's nothing
I can do to change what I did. I have to live with it and because of my big
mouth the woman I love more then anything in the world is ignoring me. Darlene
was right I am an asshole blabber mouth.
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