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Chapter 19
Tiffany's View
This is so hard! I know I'm pissed off but seeing Brian so depressed is making me go soft. He's trying so hard to get me to forgive him. I don't know if I should give in or not. I don't want him to think that I give in so easily. Oh well whatever happens...happens.
The front door opened and in came all the guys. Even Nick but I didn't see Darlene. I sighed and said, "Hi guys."
"HI!" they all said. They all took there seats around the room and looked at me as if I needed to tell them something.
"What?" I asked.
"We heard what happened," AJ said.
"Nick told you huh?"
"Nope Brian did. He called all of us last night. He sounded really depressed and sad," Howie said.
"I wonder why," I shrugged.
"Tiffany why are you ignoring him?" Kevin asked me.
"Because I'm pissed off at him."
"So? We all know about Darlene now so it isn't that big of a deal."
"Brian told you too!?"
"No, I told them. Darlene said it was OK if I told them so I told them this morning," Nick said.
"Where's Brian anyway?" AJ asked.
"I'm right here," Brian said walking into the room with Michelle in his arms. He set her down and sat on one of the chairs.
"What are you guys doing here?" he asked.
"We came to see how you were," Howie said.
"I'm just fine and dandy," Brian said sarcastically.
"Seriously Brian are you all right?" Kevin asked.
"No, I'm not all right! The woman I love is ignoring me!" Brian said pointing at me. All the guys looked at me sternly.
"WHAT!?" I said.
"You can't solve your problems by ignoring people Tiffany," Howie said.
"SO!? I don't want to talk to him. I'm so pissed at him right now!"
"No you aren't," Kevin said shaking his head.
"What do you mean no I'm not? Of course I am or else I wouldn't be ignoring him," I said.
"You're just taking everything out on Brian. Tiffany it's your fault that Nick found out not Brian's. You were the one to tell Brian in the first place and from what I understand you weren't supposed to tell anybody. Brian's not to blame for what's happening. To me you're the cause of it. Brian was just trying to stop Nick's worrying. He's really sorry Tiffany and you do have the right to ignore him all you want but to me it isn't worth it. If you really love Brian you could find it in your heart to just forgive him and talk about what happened. You're not getting anywhere from just ignoring him," Kevin said.
I sighed and looked over at Brian. He was looking at me hoping that what Kevin said would change my mind on how to handle this situation.
"Kev...I'm just really upset right now," I said biting my lip.
"Well so is Brian," he said.
"Please Tiffany will you just talk to me?" Brian pleaded. I bit my lip and finally gave in.
"OK," I said. Brian slightly smiled and got up. I followed him up the stairs and to our room. He closed and locked the door behind us and walked over and sat next to me on the bed.
"So..." I said.
"Tiffany I'm really sorry. You don't know how sorry I am. I regret telling Nick so much. I just wasn't thinking when I told him. I'm so sorry. Please forgive me."
"Brian you promised not to tell. I told you because I thought I could trust you," I said.
"You can trust me. I just did something stupid. Please don't let this ruin our relationship."
"I'm not going to let it ruin our relationship but I still..." I began but Brian held my face in his hands and kissed me softly. He kissed me for about a minute and then pulled away.
"Please forgive me. I'm begging you. I don't like to see you so upset especially if I'm the cause of it," he said stroking my cheek. I put my hand on his hand that was on my cheek and slightly smiled. He smiled back and waited for me to say something.
"Let's just forget this ever happened," I said. He smiled wider and embraced me in a hug.
"I love you so much," he whispered in my ear.
"I love you more," I said. He looked at me and shook his head vigorously.
"Nope I love you more," he said.
"No, you got it all wrong. I love you more than you will ever know," I said.
We fought like this for about 10 minutes and then we decided to go back
downstairs. We all then decided to go to the park for the rest of the day.
I'm so happy I'm talking to Brian again. It was so hard to ignore him and
it's way easier this way. Jeez! Our relationships have had a lot of bad times.
I hope this was the last time for anything bad to happen. I want everything
to go smoothly from now on. I really really hope we live happy from here
on out.
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