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Chapter 37
That Night
Brian's View
Everyone went home about an hour ago. The whole day
Tiffany ignored me. Well, everyone ignored me. I totally regret kissing Melissa.
I sometimes think about why I even did it but it was to really prevent Tiffany
from getting hurt. I guess it didn't work. I ended up hurting her badly and
I feel horrible. I can't live without her. I love her so much.
"Tiffany?" I asked knocking on our door. She flew
open the door and glared at me.
"What?"
"UM...I'm guessing I'm not staying in this room anymore,"
I said softly.
"You got that right," she said. She walked into the
room and then came over with two large boxes in her hands. She dropped them
in front of me and waited for me to leave.
"Are these my things?" I asked.
"What do you think?" she said. I smiled sadly and
picked up the boxes and put them to the side. I looked into the room and
found a rocker right by the bed.
"Is Christian in there?" I asked.
"Yes, I don't leave him alone at night," she
said.
"Can I please see him?" I asked hopefully. She looked
at me for a minute and then moved aside for me to come in. I walked past
her and over to the rocker. She closed the door softly and walked over to
me. Christian was laying there chewing on an ear of a teddy bear. I lightly
laughed.
"He's so cute and chubby," I said smiling.
"Yeah I know," Tiffany said.
"Can I hold him?" I asked looking up at Tiffany. She
bit her lip and nodded her head. I looked back at Christian and then slowly
picked him up. I held him in my arms and rocked him back and forth.
"He's so beautiful," I said quietly. Tiffany just
sat next to me uncomfortably. I took the teddy bear out of his hands and
started to make faces at him. He smiled and laughed. I looked up and Tiffany
and saw her smile slightly.
"I'm glad to see you smile," I said. She looked at
me and wiped the smile off her face. I looked back down at Christian and
found him smiling up at me. I kissed his forehead and put him back in his
rocker.
"I love you buddy," I said softly. I stood up and
looked at Tiffany. It looked like she was about to cry.
"Um...well goodnight," I said. She didn't say anything
to me.
"I love you," I said softly. She just looked down
at the floor. I frowned and then left the room. I picked up the two boxes
and carried them down the hall and to one of the vacant rooms. I walked in
and dropped the boxes on the floor. I closed the door and looked around.
This sucks. It totally sucks. I'm not going to be able to live like this.
I'd rather die than be apart from Tiffany. We are meant for each other and
we were so happy together and I had to go and screw it all up. It's all my
fault. I wish I could turn back time and stop myself from kissing Melissa.
That would make everything better but I can't turn back time and I can't
change what I did. I have to live with it. I lost Tiffany, but I'm not going
to let her go so easily. I'm going to get her back no matter what and nothing
is going to stop me.
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