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Chapter 1
Brian's View
Tiffany just got done with putting her cloths away
and she was now walking down the stairs. I followed right behind her. She
walked into the living room and picked Michelle up from the floor.
"Are you OK?" she asked. Michelle just shook her head
no.
"I want daddy," she said. I'm right here angel. I'm
here.
"I know you do honey," Tiffany said sadly. God why
can't I just talk to them! This is so hard! I want them to see me so they
know that I'm here!
"Brian!" the voice I hear way to much said from behind
me.
"What?" I asked Jason. He's the guy who's been helping
me with Tiffany. He's about 5'9, brown hair and has brown eyes.
"You can't think things like that! You know that!"
he said.
"Yeah I know it's just that I miss her so much. I
just want to hold her and comfort her," I sighed.
"I know but it's just not possible. Just watch and
take care of her. If you keep wanting her to see you she will see you and
that can't happen."
"I know!"
"Look Brian. She's not doing to good."
"Yeah I noticed," I mumbled looking over at Tiffany
on the couch. She was holding Michelle and watching a video of the two of
us.
"I mean she really isn't doing good," Jason said.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"Her heart is acting up on her."
"WHAT!? Why didn't you tell me!?"
"I wanted to see if it would get better but it's
not."
"Is she going to die?" I asked.
"We're not sure yet. It's just that her medicine isn't
working as well anymore and it's causing problems."
"I need to do something!"
"You can't. All you can do is be there for her."
"How can I be there for her when I'm dead?!"
"By just being here and watching over her."
"OK," I sighed. "Is that all?"
"No," he said shaking his head.
"What is it?"
"It's quite serious. I don't know if you're ready
for the news yet."
"Just tell me Jason! I deserve to know! She is my
girlfriend!"
"OK but don't do anything like letting her see
you."
"Fine! I got all that down! Just tell me!"
"OK! Well, Tiffany..." he began. "Brian...she's thinking
of suicide."
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